Characters: Sam Winchester and Aaron Birch
Rating: PG and gen
Author's Notes: Written for the spn_bitesized Challenge of Three for
Spoilers/Warnings: Spoilers for 6x03.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to the CW.
Length: 300 words
Summary: Sam has a little advice for the kid.
Sam startled awake to a low whistling sound, silver knife in hand. He glanced over at his brother in the other bed. Dean was on his side, as if spooning someone smaller. His whole life, Dean had slept on his front. His snoring in this position sounded wrong.
For the past year, Sam had been sleeping on his own. Even when hunting with the Campbells, he’d gotten his own room, kept his distance. Sam had bad dreams sometimes. He never remembered what they were about. He didn’t know if he made any noise, if he thrashed around or said anything in his sleep. Dean could probably tell him. If he asked. Which he wouldn’t.
Sam turned on the lamp. Dean shifted onto his stomach, face turned away from the light. Sam snagged a piece of motel stationary and sat down at the table to write a letter.
Aaron –
I get it.
When my brother died, I didn’t stop until I made his killer pay. A lot of people got hurt on the way, and I lost … myself, I guess.
You might be thinking that it’s over, with them dead. That life will get better now, and you can go back to being who you were. It won’t, and you can’t.
All you can do is be there for your dad. Fake it, if you have to. And try to make things right. That’s all.
Sam
Four nights and 900 miles away, Aaron Birch sat in bed under a tent of his covers. His flashlight drifted from a letter on motel stationary across three newspaper articles about the dead officers, coming to a stop on a photo of two little girls standing by their father’s grave.
Aaron’s sobs shook his body, but he choked them quiet. Dad needed his sleep.
Comments
*(which, okay, my own prejudice but I think Sam's missing his soul, so he's trying to be what he thinks he should but missing the mark, which is what Dean notices. Idle speculation but I think it works...)
Thanks, mikes_grrl!